Left 4 more months here. I am counting to the days of release from all the stress down here and the nitemare being over.
Things haven't gone my way all these while. Have been really extremely difficult down here. Helping people out have drive myself crazy and filled with frustration. Can't say enough nor express enough of the frustration I have to go through to tolerate. Don't talk much and don't mix much either. Hate going to gathering coz always being left alone with facing the walls and just getting through it. Just tired of mixing and getting hurt. Well, travelling was indeed fun! I will sure miss Las Vegas, and the Orlando trip.
Thought of returning here isn't ever coming. With these entries to remind me by the frustration I have gone through.
Counting to days to the application for my girl's Secondary School. Hope she gets in
Wednesday, November 20, 2013
Wednesday, November 13, 2013
I broke down .. something affected me
Ok... not sure is it due to age but I find it harder to let go of things and allow it to affect my peace.
That day some crazy lady was upset I honk her and chase me down the street. Despite saying Sorry ... to ease her ego, it never did help. She feels she is in the right .. so what can I say? Ok lor ... I don't usually honk people but I afraid that might get into accident. Isn't a honk used to avoid that? Guess not to this crazy woman. If I were in clear mind, I would have capture her vehicle number and report her since she so daring to chase me down the street just to confront me.
Well, the following day she didn't approach me again. Guess she must have realized her stupidity for doing that. I was ready to offer to call the police to solve this if she would have approach me again with aggressiveness.
Ok... this is what happen. In an elementary school carpark. I was parked in the carpark slot with my car heading out of the road. The aggressive lady's vehicle back was facing me on the opposite of the carpark slot. My car already came out of slot and she was reversing so I honk to let her know that I am moving. Wow ... I should have let her reverse and knock me so that she can be happy that she needs to pay me. I simply don't want this to happen to my car. Why go through all the unnecessary situation. However, guess she was too egotistical to even think that way and can chase me down the street to ease her ego. Sigh ....yet I meet another crazy person. God ... can send me people with more sound mind? Yet I allow things like this to affect my peace.....
I spoke to Father the other day about this and as usual being emotional again ... tears came dripping as I tell the story of being able to cope to struggle and pain of being alone. Father comfort me in some way. He told me people are under a lot of stress and tell me to come to Church to meet happy people. He was right on that meeting happy people in Church. After few days, my pain is healed!
That day some crazy lady was upset I honk her and chase me down the street. Despite saying Sorry ... to ease her ego, it never did help. She feels she is in the right .. so what can I say? Ok lor ... I don't usually honk people but I afraid that might get into accident. Isn't a honk used to avoid that? Guess not to this crazy woman. If I were in clear mind, I would have capture her vehicle number and report her since she so daring to chase me down the street just to confront me.
Well, the following day she didn't approach me again. Guess she must have realized her stupidity for doing that. I was ready to offer to call the police to solve this if she would have approach me again with aggressiveness.
Ok... this is what happen. In an elementary school carpark. I was parked in the carpark slot with my car heading out of the road. The aggressive lady's vehicle back was facing me on the opposite of the carpark slot. My car already came out of slot and she was reversing so I honk to let her know that I am moving. Wow ... I should have let her reverse and knock me so that she can be happy that she needs to pay me. I simply don't want this to happen to my car. Why go through all the unnecessary situation. However, guess she was too egotistical to even think that way and can chase me down the street to ease her ego. Sigh ....yet I meet another crazy person. God ... can send me people with more sound mind? Yet I allow things like this to affect my peace.....
I spoke to Father the other day about this and as usual being emotional again ... tears came dripping as I tell the story of being able to cope to struggle and pain of being alone. Father comfort me in some way. He told me people are under a lot of stress and tell me to come to Church to meet happy people. He was right on that meeting happy people in Church. After few days, my pain is healed!
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