I stand alone!

Again I stand alone! I thought I found someone who will stand up for me but I was dead wrong. I stand alone. I still standing alone. No one there to hear me and fight for me. I have always been alone. I cry but no one will care coz there isn't anybody there. I ........Why again I asked I am still alive?

I was young again!

I had this sweet dream. It feels so great and filled with happiness. I was young again? Not sure but feels like.

Was that my Dad at the swimming area long wood chair lying? I saw my two sister-in-laws talking or gossiping and running down the stairs of a what look like a big mansion or was it a resort or hotel?

I saw a brown dog running around me.

I saw myself holding hands with a guy that feels like it is my husband. We were walking to a quiet place. A room he stay in. More like a cramp place. He knock the door and open. I joke, wow got people open door for you. He showed me that someone lives up there. I look up, a plank, some shoes stored inside.

I woke up!

Post op visit

Post op visit today. Another doctor came to attend to me. This doctor I like. He gave me information I needed and addressed my concern about my finger.

So, like I expected, grafted is like a cover up to allow the skin underneath heal. The scarf (black thing) will peel when new skin underneath heals. He told me to put coco butter cream to moisturize the skin for better movement.

I addressed my sadness about not having started therapy. The center cannot find my paperwork. So disorganized. They arrange another for me.

I am glad for now! Things are going to be ok. Thank our LORD for watching. Please do continue to watch over me and give me the strength to recover my fingers back to way is was.

Ford Explorer broke down

After fishing went to have lunch at Pacific. Was a bit happy after that sumptuous meal. Went to Dollar shop and Best Buy after was to head home, car can't start. Try and try.... end up have to call friend for help. Sigh... when will all these bad luck end?

3 hours later
So it was, false alarm? My hubby came out with the some white chip and ask his friend. Then, when his friend say belong to the key, I added "yah" I saw it before from the key hole.

Another replacement car

Husband finally bought a minivan! Can't pick up car coz haven't go through emission test and I have to drive other people car with him to the agent to fix it. So far; at Scottsdale. So many car and had to rive so long until my leg ache. My arms tired. Stressful coz my finger still not recover and hand weak.

SUV shootout- Prankster

Wake up this morning and bad luck strike again. However, not only happen to us others also happen. Some too free people shot our Ford Explorer rear view window. Few neighbors also got their rear view window shot too. Glass all over the floor. Husband called police. Took 3 hours to arrive coz we not the only one have this problem coz it was all over Dysart Ranch and also Rancho Santa Fe. Watch news, no report.

Remove stitches & staples

9pcs staples and stitches are out! No numbness nor pain killer to give me. I feel the PAIN

I thought stitches are less pain than staples but I was wrong. Taking out the stitches was more painful as the lady understudy doctor tries to remove it. Can't blame her coz the stitches are stick together. She had to remove it by pulling it. Lucky I was bless with her to remove. She quite gentle and was patient. If others don't know will understand my pain. The last staples was like HELL! The last stitch also worst than HELL!

Now therapy begin. Find it hard to bend